Since I was a small child I´ve suffered from night terrors, which means I dream so intense horror dreams that I wake up totally scared and can´t understand that it was all a dream. I am so scared that I need to cuddle up to Johan and make him tell me that I am here and now and not in the dream. Many times I can´t go back to sleep cause every time I close my eyes the same dream comes back and it´s just horrible.
When I was a small child I screamed and mum couldn´t comfort me when these things happened so it´s been there ever since. Most people only have night terrors in their childhood but for me, they are still there.
So today I am exhausted and tired after the horrible night and the dream is still vivid in my mind.
Does any of you know these night terror attacks and have u had them in adult age?
So happy today cause my vocals for the album with Jani are ALL DONE! Yeah! Now Jani is gonna do some more harmonies and then it´s time to send them to the mixing guy=) Hep hep! In my instagram you can listen to a small snippet of one of my favorite songs!
I have a new fashion crush - pyjama style=) It´s so comfy to wear silky pants and blouses that are like walking around in your pyjama all day. Yesterday I matched my BY MALENE BIRGER blouse with my leather pants from GUCCI and my striped shoes from ZARA going to the studio.
Love the stripes and the fit of the blouse and you can wear the belt as I do here or put it as a bow around the neck, wear it as a head band or more styles.
Hat is from H&M
And since it´s Easter week I have lovely flowers in the SKULTUNA vase
And I felt after the horrible attack on Sweden and Stockholm last friday that my angel painting and the light that came through on it today was suitable while praying and thinking of the victims and their families.
Time for studio again and I love to go there so I´ll surely miss it now when the recordings are almost done. But at the same time it´s exciting to await the mixing of the songs and hearing them with everything and to get the final result in my hand=)
Today Jani actually sent me one last song and it´s a great one I promise!
Here´s some old photos from my blonder days for you=)